Get me out of this fucking place!
Okay, I normally avoid talking about my personal life, but now I really feel like venting (I know nobody will even read this, but who gives a fuck?). Me and my girlfriend are pretty much over, I’m going to be starting my new life as a girl soon, and I feel that I need to be alone so I can relax and focus on my transition without worrying about someone else all the time. Unfortunately, she’s being unpredictable about it. Sometimes she’s fine with it, sometimes she doesn’t even want to be friends with me. Along with this, I really don’t know where I want to be any more. One of my flatmates is driving me round the bend, she’s really loud and stupid, and she keeps hanging out in the kitchen near my room, so when both windows are open, all I can hear is her. I’d love to go home and chill, but I can’t go home for at least three more weeks, and when I’m at home, my room is just the guest bedroom, so I’ll be kicked out when my mum’s boyfriend has family over (there’s a big family wedding coming up soon). I wish my mum would see things my way and tell him that it’s not the guest room any more, it’s MY room! I’ll be there for God only knows how long, and I’m pretty sure that means I live in the house.
Basically, I want to go home, but it’s not my home, I’m just some tranny staying there for a while. This makes me feel like shit, so I want to stay in College. Staying in college means I have to put up with annoying people in my face constantly, which makes me want to go home.
Seriously, I know this doesn’t seem like a huge problem, but when I don’t even feel comfortable at home, there’s obviously a massive problem.
posted 4 days ago